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September 4th, 2004
12:23 am - um i dont even know.
bored out of my gord. yea right now im talking to nell, and sam. im bored its late school started two days ago.. u cant cut anymore in school i hate it sooo much, sitll no hats and no boces.. woohoo good old newfield... yea so last weekend was jessicas 16th birthday and 6 month death aniversary.. so fucking sad.. i still am so fucked up mentally from it.. i have no idea whats wrong with me.. i cant deal with girls anymore.. i dont know maybe like subconcience i compare them to how jessica made me feel, which is no comparison, but i never thuoght of jessica sexually. she was too good of a friend.. i miss her soo damn much. but yea.. now i have no one in school that can make me lauph so hard. brendon graduated, jessica is gone, brendon promised to visit sometimes. but its not enuogh i dont think.. this year is definetly gunna be hard... anyway fornicate is doing good we are egtting bigger and bigger crowd each time. um i wanna get good recroding and start selling shit cause its bullshit.. umm skating is good too. getting some footage and shit you know how i do.. it usally just me and steev. yea.. umm i dont know . i need something im my life!!!.. yea work sucks, not aloud to get pericing or dye hair i wanna get a new job. but u get payed off the books which is good. ok thats all for now. i suck at life and with girls PEACE
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April 11th, 2004
12:01 am - siiiccccckkk
ah!.
Didnt go to the show today or do anything becuase i was so sick. Sucks, yea sorry to everyone that i told i was going to the show.
Yea danielle fixed my journal :) thanx, yea it looks goood.
I found out we dont go back to school until wednesday! So thats some good information, yea so before the vacation ends. i wanna hang out with danielle, christina vicky and richie... LETS DO IT! haha its a mission. yea
anyway besides being sick all day today i got nthing else.... see ya
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Current Music: funeral dress- down under
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April 9th, 2004
11:49 pm - ugh
Got a whole bunch of music last night am excited, got Nausea!, have been looking for them for a while.. they kick ass! yea..
Today messana called me up to skate, he came over and called jesse. Him and dan came over and we went to ampetheatre for a lil. then dan had to be at work at 2.30 so we dropped him off at his house.(lil scuffle wit a ladie) then picked up brendon. If u are ever in a bad mood. call brendon teague.ha we went down port and skated around hollering at girls! good times, then we went aorund for a lil. came back home ..me and messana ate, and skated in my court trying fucking nollie flips for like and hour,(hate that trick) then called up jesse. We drove arond for a while, then went to dans, heard his bros band practice, then took his bat out and his mailboxes, haha Fun!. yea now im home listening to music.. Dealing wiht a lil bullshit but whatever, have no idea whats going on tommrow, everyone is going to the bob's kitchen show, then there is a regular (punk) show.. dont think i will attending either... yea...
well think thats about it.... pretty bored...a lil pissed but yea.. see ya later
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Current Music: Nausea- Here Today
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April 8th, 2004
12:26 am - day 2 eletric boogaloo
day 2!, i rememberd to update this.(yes!) ha.
Well today i woke for the second day in a row to jesse calling and telling my brother to wake me up.. bastard.
Then i went on the computer and ryan tiold me to come over and sing ina new band. got my shit on asked chris T. if he could drive me.
AND WE WERE OFF, ha. We acully played a full song in the first 30 min i got there,(ryan already had lyrics for me) yea. I sing, Ak 47 plays drums, chris plays guitar, ryan bass.
yea after like 45 min of playing we just stopped, they got high. my and jimmy watched a movie,jimmy left. andrew and mike brennen came over. they got high. HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH!. i sat there and watched cause i made a promise to a friend : ), that i indent to keep. Ryan said "If i was fiacco i dont how i could stand there while we pass the L and not take a hit". i told them what my promise was to jess, and they like sorta complimented me. Im glad.
Andrew and mike are cool kids. HARDCORE,ha i fid myself talking alot about hardcore latley, ha.
Yea i cant get someone out of my head, i guess its a good thing but ughhh chris u have me figured out and that scares me. I feel so confused about the whole thing.AH!
Want to hang out with danille and christina.hmmmmm maybe ill call there asses up one day soon. But things always go wrong when we hang out.. like they take 4842949 years to come here. and i can never get a ride out there before 4 oclock.yeaaaaaa but ill call them nuggas up soon..
Gunna sleep over vickys sooon, on a thursday cause my mama is gunna be in Ohio so yea, its gunna be mad fun yo yo.
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Current Music: toy dolls - silly billy
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April 7th, 2004
02:32 am - ugh
yes...im a loser,bored out of my skull so im making a journal.. cause that what cool cats do.. its 2:32, bored, thinking of jess,tired,thinking of other things.. yea!
Alright well i guess ill give ya run down of my week. Ive been skating alot, trying to get footage for the new movie.dont know the title of the movie yet or anything like that.. but yea, so far not succsessful, we barely even skate, we usally drive around for 4 hours at a time and find nuthing and even if we do find something dont skate it anyway.! ahh! i wanna hang out with the boys(f-squad) but i dont wanna be around drinking and being pressured or tempted. i wanna stay strong to my promise that i made the day jess jess died.
I went to the virus/unseen show sunday which was definetly fun. Tho the show was filled with crazy poser kids, who u can tell have never been to a show in there lives.
got a ride into the city from adam king,which was better then taking the train.. we got in before everyone so me,adam,sal,my bro went to st.marks frist, got pizza checked out the shops nuthing at all! sal got a 40 and as he opened it and took 1 sip a cop pulled up, slick sal placed it down on the step so they couldnt see it and walked over the the car they were in and asked for directions! good job buddy. we went to the show early and waited, met our friends and got ready...
first band was River city rebels, during the frist song the singer stage dived and walked to the bar in the middle of the song orderd a drink, ha, other then that didnt like em. Next up was the virus, they were ok, jimmy was right they didnt have alot of energy for there last show of there tour. i filmed them for my buddy troi. next up was unseen, they were pretty good coverd cock sparrer,misfits.sang a.d.d! ha yea.. then the fun times began! best part of the ight in my eyes was adam messana going into the batthroom up the urinal next to strangers and pulled his pants completely down saying "this is how a real man does it" standing there butt ass naked peeing.HAHHAAHA! then adam king was funny tripping and shit, yea good times. Train ride home was fun to, a lil nuts and i couldnt get into a bathroom ha but me chris and jimmy talked.. i wanna chill with them 2 alot more, i miss sleeping over jim's we talked the last time i slept over, is when me him and messana skipped school and slept at jimmys, and got drunk and jess came over after she got home and gulped down some boooze(love ya jess)yea good time..
i lost my sweater fridat in school!, i need to find it i love that one! ah! im so confused, i dont know what im doing with myself. i was confused on something but chris i think ha got me figured out,, which scares me ha, idk i need something to keep me busy now that i dont drink. maybe ill play bass and get in a band or something, i need something ha. alright im gunna go to sleep ill update this as much as i can remeber. bye bye
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Current Music: blatz -fuck shit up
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